017 [backdated: To the day after the hearts-in-a-jar][Video/commentlog]

[halfbrokenwings]

[Her heart feels like a stone weighted in her chest and her stomach couldn't quite decide if she was going to be sick afterwards or not. Her face is red from embarrassment and shame and she certainly has the apology written across her features. ]

Yesterday. I- I need to apologize to a good many people for yesterday. I was horrible. And mean. I-I'm sorry.

[She lets out a breath she was holding and while she's talking she's not quite looking at the journal.]

I do not know if the words alone are enough but, I am sorry for what I have said, or what I have done. I- I had no real control over it.

[She swallows visibly. She doesn't know if she should name names, just in case someone does not wish to accept her apology. There was quite a number of people she messed up with that day. A number of them, like Sollux. She'll seek out personally to apologize for her rotten behavior.]

I'm sorry.

[_{ooc: You can reply as a video here, or perhaps you want the bard to deliver a personal apology? She'll be wandering the grounds looking for people to express her deepest regrets to. Open to anyone and everyone! Have at!}]

Comments

[video]

[halfbrokenwings]

But.

Not by me. What is fine for someone else, as you have said, is not alright for me to do.

[Just because you've been hit, tortured, and abused does not make it right to accept the same from everyone else!]

[audio]

[dominateartimus]

Like I said, I don't hold a grudge and you've already apologized.

[audio]

[halfbrokenwings]

Thank you, San.

[She will still be guilty forever but that's a nice thought you have expressed there.]

Thank you for your understanding.